mood: tired

I see that many peeps are feeling the stress from their families, school work, CCAs, etc,. Ahaha. Shall keep em in prayers! ;D Thet, Shenghan, Mayo, Amy,.... ..................

I almost backslided but He helped me to find my faith again and I'm thankful for that. =)    

mood: tired

I was so beat just now that I actually dozed off reading some crappy chic book. Was trying to get some peace and quiet from my dad so I pretended to be very engrossed in reading (if I flicked on the TV he'd surely come over and NAG and COMPLAIN about my mum and then suggest I change channels to ESPN or something). Gah. It sucks when your parents are going through the most emotional stage of their lives AT THE SAME TIME. One is going through menopause and the other is going through....er, dunno-what-pause. You don't exactly know what to do for them. They get older and grumpier every minute. It's just...urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Will just keep praying for them... argh. Anyway, thanks to all who've kept me in prayers. =)

I don't really like the way my new class works. Nobody really cares and I get a ton of smses everyday asking me what homework we hafta do, what tests we have to study for, blah blah blah. And when I miss out on something they'd blame me and say I'm the CM and I'm supposed to know everything, yadayada. I don't see them telling me what to do when I'm absent. When I ask them they'd just tell me to ask someone else. ZzZ. But anyway I think the Lord gave me this task so I'd just keep going on.    

mood: nostalgic

Wonderful. My mum's going overseas during CNY and this means there'd be no party at my house this year. =.= Nvm. She says she'd sponsor our Sakae delivery party set. Lololol. I'm starting to feel like a real CM. Lol. Loads of people sms me everyday to ask about homework. I think my phone bill is gonna exceed soon.
 
Hey dude. Been ages since I've talked to you. I remember we used to be best friends. I remember we used to talk about everything. I remember you as my brother who gave me advice and encouragement. I remember you as someone who CARED. And right now I'm starting to forget how we used to be. Honestly I haven't been talking to you because I feel unappreciated. Yeah I'm selfish, but sometimes I just feel like I'm nothing.

mood: bored

I had the worst dream ever in the morn. Dreamt that my mum chopped up the upright grand. I actually screamed at her in the dream. Lmao. 

Lololol. I'm so bloody bored lah. Just talked to Thet on the phone, played some piano,...... I'm broke so I can't go out to chill. I'm not so lucky like some peeps who get their pocket money on a daily basis. My parents have no time so they just give me a chunk of money at the start of the month and it's usually gone in 2weeks. ZzZ. I'm gonna mug later. See ya ltr.  
    

You guys want a divorce right? Fine. I don't wanna be sandwiched between the two of you anymore. 

When I was 5, you almost killed each other. When I was 11, you almost killed each again. You sued each other and cuz of that I had to go for the bloody counselling sessions. I'm gonna be 15 in July and you guys still haven't changed. Look. You have conflicts, solve it yourself. Don't bitch about each other to me EVERYDAY. ZzZ.  

mood: annoyed

Had stomach flu. Didn't go school. Gag. Feel like my stomach has just been pumped. Lol. 

I regret not going to school. I heard from mayo that my dear altos screwed up sectionals and the whole combined practice. Should've gone to school to keep em in line. They're always fine when I'm with em. Yeala. Some idiot screwed up my altos. Whatever. I shall make it a point never ever to skip choir lest some people screw up my poor section again. *Huffffffffffff* 

Choir is like shite now. There is no discipline, no respect and no passion. Everyone just comes because of responsibilities, and some attend choir just because their friends are here. No one is interested in choir anymore. I repeat, NO ONE. Thanks to the mundane practices bestowed upon us by a very uninspiring conductor and a very incapable teacher-in-charge, LOKE. I wish Darius and Miss. Lee were still here. I miss them loads and I can't stand Ms. Lye. She leaves almost everything to SLs and the thing is, people hardly listen to SLs these days. And Mrs. Loke still has the cheek to even wanna send us to Czechslovakia for the shitty competition when she doesn't even know how bad the choir sings nowadays. RAwr.

Ok. I'm done ranting about shitty choir.   

Verma is so crappy. I went to meet her after school cuz I'm the whatever bloody CM. Lol. 

Verma: Kenny, you come here! You need 5 yrs to learn how to tuck in your shirt?
Kenny: *tucks in shirt* there I tuck in. 
Verma: You and Wilbur. Need 5 yrs to learn how to tuck in shirt. Wanna go to an institute to learn how to tuck in your shirt? 
Kenny: I tuck in already!
Verma: You and that Wilbur. So sloppy. Be smart, Kenny. And you, need 5 years to know how to hand up your homework on time.
Miss Soh: *point at Yonghan* That boy there, roll up his pants in my class. 
Verma: You come here! Singapore got flood isit? Singapore only got drought, no flood. Why? Last year wear short pants got alot of air isit?
Yonghan: Why only scold me? =.=
Verma: When I see others I scold them too.

Lame lah. A total waste of my time. 

Damn. I received super weird messages today. What if................................... they were true?!

mood: angry

I was talking to Mervyn, who was so super dull and boring, on MSN. He just keeps yapping on and on about his academic achievements, the various subject combinations, and the people who've gone to JC this year, yadda yadda. Screw him, really. SCREW HIM. It doesn't mean that he can insult TMS just because he has a higher IQ than me. PS: Mervyn was my primary school classmate from 6/1. I'd have liked him better if he weren't such an arse. And he's still an arse. Trust me, you'd feel like punching him after reading our conversation.

Merv says:
if they fail a lvls must retake as a private candidate

Merv says:
if not only got psle cert

'xúåñ . . . says:
yea....bt i think they can derh la.....crazy de.

Merv says:
lols

Merv says:
tzehern crazy y still go tms

Merv says:
only screw up his psle?

'xúåñ . . . says:
wl....tt's so insulting sia

Merv says:
lol

'xúåñ . . . says:
...

Merv says:
haha for some reason i hate him

Merv says:
=.="

'xúåñ . . . says:
for some reason i LOVE him.

Merv says:
ROFL

Merv says:
haha

'xúåñ . . . says:
he's been a very good fren

'xúåñ . . . says:
tt's why i love him.

Merv says:
What JC you wanna go?

'xúåñ . . . says:
TJC 

Merv says:
Same. But at least must get 10 pts....cut off 4 points for hcl and cca.


Merv says:
So stressful sia.


'xúåñ . . . says:
gtg 


'xúåñ . . . says:
bb 


Merv says:
tata!

=.=.... Tata?! Tata my foot, you dick. You think you triple science big shot ar? So what? Like what Verma said, combined science people do better than those who do pure science. So what if I like literature? It's my life, not yours. And I hate seeing you online cuz you're so B-O-R-I-N-G. Before you start insulting someone, think whether you'd like to be treated the same way. Show some respect.